Seeing with unshaded eyes is not easy. It's not easy seeing you in bright daylight. It's not easy knowing you have left. It's not easy believing you unkind. I'd prefer seeing you behind purple-pink lenses. Your actions matching your words. I'd prefer seeing you in the dark, where I can pretend. Pretend you... really care.… Continue reading Blinding Truth
No one prepares you for a heartbreak breakup. Here are some steps to help you through a rough time.
Why I write fiction for you- to tell of broken hallelujahs in our lives!
Before electricity, large cities such as London and New York City had lamp lighters. Men who would walk the boulevards and light the gas lamps along the main streets and upper class neighborhoods (Reference the recent movie Mary Poppins Returns with Lin-Manuel Miranda as Jack, the lamp lighter?) I've been fascinated by the metaphorical idea… Continue reading Be a Lamp Lighter for Each Other
I never knew I would have to put this on my dating profile. Swipe left if you aren't over your last relationship because I only want to meet men who are ready for a real relationship! Who in their bloody mind thinks that dating after being with someone for awhile is a good idea? Your… Continue reading Don’t date me if you aren’t available
You have a stern look. In all your photos, no teeth bared, a gentle defiance in your straight forward stare. Our first meeting and everything about you is polished, correct, elegant as you stand ordering tacos from the food truck with me. Your outer personae is just as you say- tough, yet I see your… Continue reading Beautiful Boy
You might be wearing more than just a COVID mask!
I have returned to reading the classics during this quarantine. E.M. Forster in Howard’s End has some amazing lines that are timeless and fit within COVID19's economic crisis and worries regarding money. It is a story of wealth, independence, capitalism, charity and the poor during 1910 in England. It displays the economic structure of society, especially the… Continue reading We are all in the Mist [Howard’s End- the levels of wealth and compassion]
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I have come to call it My God Space. This sacred room in my heart. It is the place of stillness, of being, of being with God. Meditation, prayer, mindfulness, are all words for being in the center of love. It requires letting go of judgements, of ideas and beliefs. We all cling to beliefs… Continue reading Where there are no rooms, no dividers